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For the Quiet Ones

Faith & Doubt / 7 years ago

Dear Friend, I see you cringing when the big-name preacher shouts about sin, but doesn’t show love. I feel your insides turning into nauseating twists, as if sheer volume and persistence can convince people that they should follow. I cry along with you, those hot tears, when we witness together the hateful spouting of those …

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Tags | belonging, church, doubt, faith, journey

Broken, Happy People [on Hell & Holy Messes]

Faith & Doubt / 7 years ago

It’s a funny thing, not believing in Hell, or an afterlife at all, sometimes. It’s not something I think we can know for sure, this side of death, so I’m in between at the moment. In the midst of The Sorting. Plus, It’s not really something to bring up in polite conversation. Allude to a …

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Tags | belonging, church, deconstruction, doubt, faith, poetry, story

In the Darkness [thoughts on PND and faith]

depression / 7 years ago

I didn’t choose the darkness; I don’t think it chose me either. I simply found myself in a gradual twilight, at the inevitable turning of the earth away from the day, toward the night. The sun slowly set behind me, the shadows lengthened, a dense fog descended in the chill, and I lost the trail …

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Tags | church, deconstruction, depression, doubt, faith, journey, poetry, story

Empty Shoes [or, when I can no longer carry everything]

Faith & Doubt / 7 years ago

The road in the end taking the path the sun had taken, into the western sea, and the moon rising behind you as you stood where ground turned to ocean: no way to your future now but the way your shadow could take walking before you across water, going where shadows go   This is …

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Tags | #outofsortsbook, church, deconstruction, doubt, dust, faith, journey, poetry, rest, story

promise [or, when these are the only gifts i have to give]

Faith & Doubt / 8 years ago

When the books are folded closed on Christmas Eve, and we try to untangle ourselves from the muddle of competing narratives of a child born in the dirt and pain and hope, and of innocent assertions that maybe Santa lives in your tummy, too. And we leave hanging in the air like baubles, your wonderings …

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Tags | children, christmas, doubt, faith, family, journey, poetry, story

story

Faith & Doubt / 8 years ago

I’m just one small part in an unfolding story. I don’t know how it’s going to end (I’m not even sure how how it started). Right now I’m quite content spinning my little spiderwebs here in the corner, remaking my home day-by-day, in a location that seems appropriate. Regarding faith and doubt and God and …

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Tags | bible, deconstruction, doubt, faith, wemaketheroad

landslide

Faith & Doubt / 8 years ago

I took my love and I took it down I climbed a mountain and I turned around. And I saw my reflection in the snow-covered hills, when a landslide brought me down. The best lyrics are ones that can be universally applied. Ambiguous enough that each individual can take them and shape them into meaning …

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Tags | church, deconstruction, depression, doubt, failure, faith, journey

spiderweb (or, when my faith is not made of bricks)

Uncategorized / 9 years ago

  The thoughts in this post have been shuffling around in my heart and on my computer screen for at least a month, but the timing hasn’t been right, until now. A couple of days ago I stumbled across Alissa Writes Words, who is hosting a link-up on the theme of “What I want you …

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Tags | bricks, cobwebs, deconstruction, doubt, faith, journey, poetry

Carpet, or floorboards? [Thoughts on making way for the beauty of doubt]

Faith & Doubt / 9 years ago

This post was originally published over four years ago [edited now only slightly for fluency and clarity], when I first ventured to put words to my thoughts about my questioning. At the time I felt like it was a really new thing, to question the faith of my youth, or express doubts about what I …

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Tags | deconstruction, doubt, faith, poetry

Fire

Uncategorized / 9 years ago

This post is part of Addie Zierman’s synchroblog to celebrate the release of her book “When We Were on Fire”: “…a funny, heartbreaking story of untangling oneself from cliché in search of a faith worth embracing. It’s a story for anyone who has ever felt alone in a crowded church. For the cynic. The doubter. …

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Tags | church, doubt, faith, fire, mystery, pentecostal, whenwewereonfire

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